'EastEnders' star Samantha Womack has admitted that filming her upcoming baby plot has been a "horrific" experience. Warning: Spoiler Alert!
Tragedy strikes Albert Square when the Mitchell sister discovers that her newborn son James has died. She then shockingly swaps him with Kat and Alfie Moon's new baby Thomas.
In an interview with The Sun, the actress said: "It's been the most horrific four weeks of my life.
"I couldn't stop crying when we were filming the scenes where Ronnie finds her dead baby. I couldn't switch off when I returned home each day."
The 38-year-old added: "What Ronnie has been through is such a crushingly awful thing to even pretend might happen to you. I actually felt ill having to portray it.
"We used an expensive silicone doll, and it was so lifelike it upset a lot of people on set. We had to stop and take a break because it was too much."
However, Womack admitted that she fears how fans will react to more devastation for the "damaged" Ronnie.
She said: "I love 'EastEnders' and the fans enjoy it because it's hardcore and bleak at times.
"But I also worry because this is such a traumatic storyline. New Year can be a difficult time for some people, so I really hope this is taken in the spirit in which it's intended - which is about producing dramatic television.
"I've watched the episode where James dies and it really is very powerful, with strong performances from everyone. Producers are happy with it - I just hope it doesn't upset viewers."
She added: "Ronnie is the most damaged character I've ever played - she never gets a break, does she? I have no idea what direction she'll be going in after this storyline is over."
