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Searching for Grandfather - a poem by by Rafael Mendes

Poet and writer Rafael Mendes (Pic: Ferdia Mooney)
Poet and writer Rafael Mendes (Pic: Ferdia Mooney)

For Culture Night 2025, Guest Editor Belinda McKeon has curated a number of works from emerging creative talents of note - read Brazilian-Irish poet Rafael Mendes' Searching for Grandfather below.


Searching for Grandfather

you are a stranger whose blood runs in our veins / but blood clots

-Malika Booker

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Twenty-five per cent of what I am is made of you.

Two-and-a-half fingers pigmented in vitiligo patches

an equal part of toes whose inability on the pitch

worsened my uncle's nail-biting, chipped his teeth;

fractional parts of corneas, lens, and optic nerves,

but not the iris: I did not inherit your green eyes.

Out of your absence, I counterfeit memories.

Going for bread and cheese, we come upon a trail of pharaoh ants

sectioning an apple, and you recite a tale about

saving a portion of today’s abundance for tomorrow’s misery.

Leaning on a fence, we watch waves of Nellore cattle

roaming forage crops, tails whipping flies,

hoofs digging and tossing soil into the milk-scented afternoon.

I display your surname, hoping to be identified,

to be patted on the shoulder in a bar by a man

whose long-dead friend carried the same title,

and eyed the world by dint of two imperial jades.

About The Writer: Rafael Mendes is a Black Brazilian-Irish poet whose work has recently appeared or is upcoming in Banshee, Wasafari, gorse, and Poetry Salzburg Review. He was selected for Poetry Ireland Introductions 2023, and his pamphlet, The Migrant Dictionary (Howl New Irish Writing), was a co-winner of the Ireland Chair of Poetry Pamphlet Series 2025. He's a PhD candidate in Latin American Studies at Trinity College Dublin and an Early Career Fellow at the Trinity Long Room Hub.

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